The choice to die
Canada’s euthanasia laws spark fierce debate about who gets to choose
Warning: this story deals with sensitive topics including assisted death, mental health and suicidal thoughts.
On a pleasant spring morning in the Ontario town of St Catharines, a short drive from the US-Canada border, Amir Farsoud flips through a meticulously filled out notepad in the bedroom of his modest flat.
Etched on every page are notes he has scribbled down listing drug names, doses and times, with some underlined or circled.
The pad and its handwritten entries are but a small part of Mr Farsoud's decades-long daily struggle with extreme back pain.
"Doctors are very fond of a one-to-10 scale", he said. "It’s six and a half out of 10 on a good day. But on a bad day, the pain is a nine. And that’s with medication."
His pain began in the 1970s, when a horse riding accident left him with a weakened vertebra. Years later, a tackle during a game of touch football changed his life forever.
"The weak spot snapped", he said. "It healed, but it healed crooked.
"The pain has gotten so bad that it’s almost bone on nerve. I’ve got osteoarthritis up and down my spine and two of my discs no longer exist. It’s extremely painful."
Mr Farsoud, 55, who was born in Iran but fled the country with his family as a child during the 1979 revolution, relies on a cane to move around his home but said he is mostly immobile or bedridden.
The drugs he has been prescribed to help manage his daily symptoms include the strong opioid Hydromorphone, "a great deal of it," he said. He also keeps Naloxone nasal spray on his bedside table, and has been instructed to use it if he ever has an opioid overdose.
Mr Farsoud also receives treatment for an assortment of other conditions, including asthma and chronic obstructive pulmonary disease, as well as a host of mental health conditions, such as anxiety and panic disorder. He said this was triggered by the unrest he saw in Iran during the revolution.
Despite his struggles, Mr Farsoud still finds enjoyment in life. He is passionate about the trick-taking card game bridge and devoutly follows his beloved baseball team, the Toronto Blue Jays.
Yet in 2022, he asked his doctor for medical assistance in dying (Maid), the legal term for Canada’s euthanasia laws. He said he didn’t want to die, but had run out of options.
Mr Farsoud, who receives disability benefits from the provincial government in Ontario, was going to be made homeless after his landlord decided to sell his property. After searching for two months, he found he was unable to afford the rent on a suitable new flat due to a lack of financial support.
At the time, he was receiving $1,169 a month to pay for rent, food, bills and other needs, which he says put him below the poverty line. The government of Ontario did not respond to The National's request for comment.
Facing down the prospect of homelessness while struggling with chronic pain, he sought to end his life.
"If it comes to being dead or being homeless, I’m going to be dead," he said.
While socio-economic issues had prompted his decision, Mr Farsoud qualified for assisted dying due to his chronic back pain, a contentious loophole that has made headlines in Canada for some time.
He began taking steps to receive assisted death, including getting the signature of one out of the two doctors required by law. As Mr Farsoud inched closer to assisted death, his case was made public by a local politician and a TV news channel shared his story.
Within days, an online crowdfunding effort raised more than $60,000 for him. He has since withdrawn his request for Maid and has seen substantial improvements to his life.
The donated money has taken away the stress of becoming homeless and even allowed him to have a more nourishing diet.
"My life is as amazing as it’s likely to get," said Mr Farsoud, adding that he is no longer in "survival mode". And, while he still supports medically assisted dying in most cases for Canadians, he is left frustrated by a social system that would allow someone to choose death over life.
"If you’re allowed to have a dignified and comfortable life, then you won’t want to kill yourself," he said.
Mr Farsoud, who has researched Canada’s euthanasia laws thoroughly, still believes he will die through Maid in the future.
"My health is not going to get any better," he said.
"Eventually there’s not going to be enough drugs on the planet to stay ahead of the pain.
"But hopefully not for another decade or two."
A brief history of Maid
2015 The Supreme Court of Canada rules that criminal laws prohibiting assistance in dying limit the rights of Canadians.
2016 Maid becomes legal in Canada. It amends the Criminal Code to protect doctors and nurse practitioners who provide euthanasia.
The new law allows the use of medication to cause a person’s death at their request or the prescription of medication a person can use to cause their own death. To qualify, patients need, among other things, to have a grievous and irremediable condition, as well as a reasonable foreseeability of natural death.
2019 The Superior Court of Quebec rules that requiring a reasonable foreseeability of natural death for Maid is unconstitutional. The Canadian government does not appeal against the ruling.
2021 Canadian Parliament passes Bill C-7, expanding access to Maid to those who are not near the end of life.
The updated law creates two tracks to Maid with different requirements and safeguards depending on a patient’s condition. Plans to include mental illness are postponed.
2024 People diagnosed with a mental illness may be eligible for Maid. The government of Canada is considering further expansion, such as the inclusion of mature minors.
The controversy surrounding Amir Farsoud’s case is not unique. The proposed expansion of Maid, which would allow people with a mental illness such as schizophrenia or depression to become eligible for the procedure, has left some in the healthcare industry concerned.
Dr Sonu Gaind, chief of psychiatry at Toronto's prestigious Sunnybrook Hospital, is one of them.
"We will be providing death by false pretences," he said of the proposed expansion.
Dr Gaind also runs a community-based psychiatric practice in the city’s Bloor West Village area.
In his previous job at Toronto’s Humber River Hospital, where he also led the psychiatry department, Dr Gaind was the physician chairman of the hospital’s Maid team.
While he was cautiously supportive of the new law at the time, he has since changed course.
"The decision to expand Maid to mental illness is completely devoid of evidence," he said, blaming its enlargement on an ideological drive for individual autonomy in choosing death.
"We can no longer distinguish traditional suicidality from what is motivating people’s requests for psychiatric euthanasia."
To be eligible for Maid in Canada, a person must suffer from an irremediable condition. In other words: a condition that will not get better.
"That’s in our law," said Dr Gaind. "And all evidence shows that that is impossible [to know] in any individual case of mental illness.
"That’s a fatal flaw that will, with 100 per cent assurance, lead to people getting Maid that would have otherwise gotten better. We just won’t know which ones."
Dr Gaind said even people who experience lengthy periods of mental illness such as depression can and do respond to treatment.
"Even in those circumstances, we can't make predictions of when the person will or won't get better", he said.
It is an idea shared by the World Health Organisation, which says there are effective therapies for mild, moderate and severe depression, including psychological treatment and medications.
In a statement to The National, Health Canada, the government department responsible for national health policy, said "the safety and security of our most vulnerable people remains at the forefront of our actions as we take a careful and considered approach to the implementation of Maid for persons living with a mental disorder.
"The government of Canada will continue to listen to the experts to ensure that a strong Canadian framework is in place to guide Maid assessors and providers before Maid becomes available to those for whom mental disorders is the sole underlying condition."
While some polls have shown the public favour Maid, one by the Angus Reid Institute, carried out in February 2023, showed only a third of Canadians are comfortable with offering assisted suicide to those with a mental illness. The poll was performed on behalf of conservative think tank Cardus.
But Dr Gaind also questions what is pushing people to request Maid in circumstances of mental illness.
"Very often it’s not just the mental illness. It’s actually all sorts of social suffering like loneliness, poverty, isolation, housing insecurity, feeling like a burden to society," he said.
The latter is something that has actually been recorded as a reason for Maid requests. In 2021, over a third of those who received assisted death in Canada noted a perceived feeling of being a burden on family, friends and caregivers as a reason for wanting to end their life.
Similarly, loneliness or isolation were listed in a little over 15 per cent of cases.
"I don’t think most Canadians would feel comfortable with the idea that we now see death as a treatment for loneliness," Dr Gaind said. "To me, that’s actually appalling and shocking and shameful."
Prominent groups including the UN share some of these concerns. The organisation’s former disability expert, Catalina Devandas Aguilar, former special rapporteur on the rights of persons with disabilities, issued a scathing report on Maid in 2020, after leaving her UN post, warning against "eugenic ideas".
"People have the right to live and die with dignity, but we cannot accept that people choose to end their lives because of social stigma, isolation or lack of access to assistance or services," she said.
In 2021, more than 10,000 Maid deaths were carried out across the country.
Since the passage of Maid in 2016, most procedures have occurred in Ontario.
To date 9,798 assisted deaths have been carried out in Ontario.
At least 9,741 Maid deaths have been carried out in Quebec to date, the second highest number of people following Ontario.
In British Columbia, 6,704 have opted for assisted death since 2016.
The number of Maid deaths has increased each year since it was made into law
The majority of people who received Maid in 2021 were suffering from cancer
People aged 71-80 were the most likely to have received Maid in 2021. People aged 18-45 were the least likely
In 2021, most people said they applied to receive Maid because they lost the ability to engage in meaningful activities, but more than a third said they felt they were a burden
Despite concerns surrounding Maid's expansion, other studies suggest a majority of Canadians support the law.
In 2022, an Ipsos poll of 3,500 people showed 86 per cent of those surveyed agree with the Supreme Court’s initial ruling that led to MAID’s establishment.
A second Ipsos poll carried out in January 2023 revealed a strong majority of Canadians support the notion that "with appropriate safeguards, an adult with informed consent should be able to request MAID for a severe, treatment-resistant mental disorder that causes intolerable suffering".
The polls were carried out on behalf of Dying with Dignity Canada, a non-profit organisation that advocates assisted death, including for people with mental illness and mature minors.
On a stormy, thunderous day in Burlington, a city of more than 200,000 people on the banks of Lake Ontario, Bev Heim-Myers speaks poignantly of her memories of her brother, who died from cancer before Maid was a possibility in Canada.
"Maybe people don’t need to suffer intolerably," she said.
Ms Heim-Myers is chairwoman of the Board of Directors for Dying with Dignity Canada, a role she happily carries out free of charge, believing strongly in the cause.
She previously worked to support people affected by Huntington's disease, a degenerative and fatal hereditary brain disorder that devastates the mind and body by breaking down nerve cells in parts of the brain.
One of the patients she helped at the time went on to opt for assisted death.
"He knew what his future was going to be. He walked his father through that future," she said.
"For him it was a way to leave this world surrounded by the people he loved, in the way that he wanted to. And it gave everybody peace of mind."
Ms Heim-Myers’s home, in which she grew up, is covered in photos of her children and grandchildren. The joyful images are plastered on to her living room walls, fridge and even the mug that she sips coffee from.
"We talk about [Maid] at the dinner table," she said. "I talk about it with my children. I let them know it’s part of a planning process for end of life."
For Ms Heim-Myers, access to assisted death is about compassion and respecting people’s decisions.
"It’s about personal choice," she said. "I’m not sure that the human condition means human suffering. I think we need to respect that."
It’s a sentiment shared by Canadian Prime Minister Justin Trudeau. While defending the law at a press conference in 2022, he said Maid is a "deeply personal choice that individuals and families need to make."
When it comes to Maid expansion, particularly with concerns over mental health, Ms Heim-Myers accepts the opinions of experts but also believes there are people who are resistant to treatment and end up suffering for years.
"I understand the concerns but I also understand a person with a mental disorder, who has had multiple hospital visits, multiple treatments and multiple drug regimes that have not helped them, that at some point it’s just an experiment with them," she said. "And at some point, they need to make the best decision for them. It’s compassion."
Euthanasia is illegal in most countries around the world. Canada has joined a small number of nations that do allow it, which are Luxembourg, Colombia, Spain, New Zealand, Australia, Belgium and the Netherlands.
Trudo Lemmens, a Belgian academic who specialises in medical law at the University of Toronto, believes Ottawa took its cue from the latter two.
"Belgium and the Netherlands allow medical assistance in dying outside of the end-of-life context, including for mental illness," he said.
Though the option exists in those countries, it is not commonly practised and there have been controversies surrounding its application for mental health issues.
One such example was the 2010 case of Tine Nys, a 38-year-old autistic woman who was euthanised by a doctor in East Flanders. The three doctors involved in her case have since gone on trial, accused of unlawfully poisoning Nys, with prosecutors saying she did not fulfil the conditions under law to be euthanised.
"There has always been unease among many people in Belgium and the Netherlands about Maid for mental illness," said Mr Lemmens. "The law in both countries explicitly requires physicians to agree that there are no other reasonable options left, other treatments have been exhausted. Canada fails to do that."
Mr Lemmens said not including that clause in the requirements turns the normal practice of medicine on its head. He said he had spoken to frustrated doctors, who saw their patients turn down worthwhile treatments and opt for assisted suicide instead.
"Physicians can agree to provide Maid even though they know there are other reasonable options that haven’t been tried," he said.
"Imagine that in the mental health context."
In Canada, the people who request Maid the most are those suffering from cancer. Data from the Canadian government showed that in 2021, 65.6 per cent of people who received Maid had some type of cancer.
Cardiovascular conditions were the second highest with 18.7 per cent. Respiratory and neurological conditions followed, each with 12.4 per cent. Only 2.2 per cent of Maid cases involved people whose death was not considered reasonably foreseeable.
Meera Burns is a palliative care doctor based between Toronto and Vancouver who works daily with the chronically and acutely sick, up to the end of life.
Supportive of the practice since its inception, she has administered Maid to patients and assessed many more for the procedure.
"My battle is not against death, it’s against suffering," she said. "What intractable suffering means is different to each person and I think Maid respects that. It allows people to decide when enough is enough for themselves."
While she has some concerns about mental health expansion and hopes for strong safeguards to be put in place, she believes many people don’t put those suffering from mental conditions on an equal footing to other types of suffering.
"Having seen patients, the suffering is very real and it’s very equal on both sides," she said.
Maid is most often carried out at a patient’s home, but can also be done in a hospital or hospice. Toronto even has its own MaidHouse, which provides a space for those eligible to receive it, who otherwise have nowhere else to go.
"Usually it’s done with a combination of Propofol and some sort of pain medication," she said. "It doesn’t take more than a few minutes."
Dr Burns said she experienced many emotional and touching moments while helping people end their lives, usually while surrounded by their family "who are very supportive and accepting of it".
"They have all been emotional for me," she said. "It has been a real joy to see patients leaving on their own terms.
"I had one patient say to his wife, right as he was dying 'It’s been a slice, I’ll see you on the other side.'”
Dr Burns said many doctors share their patient’s last words before assisted death.
"There’s levity, there’s gravitas, there’s humour, there’s tragedy. I’ve had a patient that said, 'Let’s blow this pop stand'.
"A woman whose husband had passed away told her children, 'I’m going to dance with your dad now'. My friend had a patient say, 'I just want to take you all with me.'"
"It has been very sweet," she said. "It’s a really beautiful option."
If you or someone you know is in crisis, call Talk Suicide Canada at 1-833-456-4566. Support is available 24 hours a day, seven days a week.
For residents of Quebec, call 1-866-277-3553 or visit suicide.ca.
Free and confidential mental health support is available 24 hours a day, 7 days a week from Wellness Together Canada.
A woman holds the hand of her mother, who is dying from cancer, during her final hours at a palliative care hospital in Winnipeg. Reuters
A woman holds the hand of her mother, who is dying from cancer, during her final hours at a palliative care hospital in Winnipeg. Reuters
Amir Farsoud has chronic back pain and had applied for Maid when he thought he would be without housing. Joshua Longmore / The National
Amir Farsoud has chronic back pain and had applied for Maid when he thought he would be without housing. Joshua Longmore / The National
The Supreme Court of Canada in Ottawa, in 2015. Reuters
The Supreme Court of Canada in Ottawa, in 2015. Reuters
A medical worker supports a patient in Bligny hospital's palliative care unit in France. Getty
A medical worker supports a patient in Bligny hospital's palliative care unit in France. Getty
The Toronto skyline. Joshua Longmore / The National
The Toronto skyline. Joshua Longmore / The National
Birds fly near the Burlington Bay James N. Allan Skyway during a winter storm in Ontario. Reuters
Birds fly near the Burlington Bay James N. Allan Skyway during a winter storm in Ontario. Reuters
Nurses care for a patient at the palliative care unit of the AP-HP Paul-Brousse Hospital in Villejuif near Paris. Reuters
Nurses care for a patient at the palliative care unit of the AP-HP Paul-Brousse Hospital in Villejuif near Paris. Reuters
A medical trolley outside a patient room at the palliative care unit of the AP-HP Paul-Brousse Hospital in France. Reuters
A medical trolley outside a patient room at the palliative care unit of the AP-HP Paul-Brousse Hospital in France. Reuters
Photographing the Toronto skyline. Reuters
Photographing the Toronto skyline. Reuters